Showing posts with label broken heart. Show all posts
Showing posts with label broken heart. Show all posts

Thursday, April 9, 2009

You, were my first and leave it at that





















You were my first kiss
You were the one I thought of all day long
I can remember the day you grabbed my hand and said walk with me
You were the one I first trust
You were the one who showed me a whole other world
I can remember the day I took you home to meet my parents
You were the last thing I thought about when I lay down to sleep
You were the one I could only hope to see in the hallway
I can remember the day you took me home to meet your family
You said "I love you" first
You were the first thing I thought about when I awoke
I can remember the day you took my gift
You were my first
You told me you would always love me
I can remember when that girl called
You said "this isn't going to work anymore"
You said "we can still be friends"
I can remember my friends saying "We told you so"
You still would call
You still said "I love you"
I can remember the late night phone calls
You hated my friends and led me too
You had a girlfriend, and led me to think you were done with her
I can remember waiting for you to ended with her
You never did...
I ran from the pain it caused me
I drug my friends and family along my depressed road
I never thought I could be happy again
You came back too me but not for long
I went through it all again
I lost friends because I choose chasing you over their friendship
And when I finally became happy with someone else
You started again
The calls
The texts
The voice mails
You never wanted me happy
You never really loved me
I can remember how worthless you made feel
You were the first one I ran back to
You never wanted me, you just never wanted anyone else to have me
I can remember the day I told you I was moving
You said good now you can leave me alone
You then called me day after day asking me to come back to you
I can remember living a thousand miles away and you still calling
You do not get it
You keep bugging me and I keep ignoring you
I can remember changing my number, trying to forget you
You lied to everyone saying I was obsessed
You threatened my new boy
I can remember not knowing what to do, if running a 1,000 miles away wasn't good enough
You and me need to be done I wish You could leave me be I am finally happy without you.
I can now say I have found my true love and I don't want loose him because of you.......